Sashyda's Journal

I'm in CANADA

2004-08-15T01:02:57Z

Hey Everybody! I know I haven't updated forever but I'm in canada. I wrote some of u letters but it takes forever to get to Iowa so I didn't write some cuz I'd be home before my letters got there. Anyway I hope you all had a awesome week. I'm getting back monday so I wanna go to registration at like 1 or 1:30 if anyone could go w/ me I'd be super happy.

Miss you,

Sasha

sashyda @ 2004-05-30T14:37:00

2004-05-30T19:43:24Z

Hey! I don't understand why people block others. It not like that is gonna solve any of ur problems and its kinda rude. it makes the blocky feel like crap. I suppose people do it cuz they feel powerful but really it just pisses me off. I assume there is always a good explanation but can u really hear that explantion ever since they blocked u and will probably forget about u and u will never talk to them again, online at least. GRRRR~ I'm good. I just figured I should update and this was what was on my mind. Well today I'm going to yoga and then my cello concert(wish me luck) and then downtown w/ Mark, perhaps, Idk yet. If u wanna come call my cell, or ani's. Anyhow...Ashley, what have u been doing this weekend, I haven't seen u at all cuz u've been w/ her church buddies, please invite me next time so I can form freindships w/ them and we can all hang out together. I mean Brooke seems really cool, I just haven't really gotten to know her. I'm kinda upset cuz Amanda was supposed to go to my concert and then sleep over but she is having one w/ somebody else so I was like, gosh darn it. But Ani's going to my concert so I'm happy. If u wanna come, call my cell too cuz I think it would be cool if people came to listen to me. And Shaun is out shopping, what is this? Crazyness~ Clara...is away, gosh, I miss her so much and its only been like 2 days but she will be back tomorrow. PARTY!

Bye,
Sasha

sashyda @ 2004-05-23T14:50:00

2004-05-23T19:55:09Z

A - Act your age: depends
B - Breast size: no comment
C - Chore you hate: cleaning the bathroom
D - Dad's name: Yakov
E - Essential make up item: Mascara
F - Favourite singer: none
G - Gold or silver - silver
H - Hometown: Moscow, Russia
I - Instruments you play: piano, and cello
J - Job title: high school student
K - Kids: not any...yet...
L - Living arrangements: a house
M - Mom's name: Elena
N - Number of people you've fallen in love with: none
O - Overnight hospital stays: um...when I was an infant and the intestine had a knot in it(funny story, ask me about it)
P - Phobia: death
Q - Quote you like: "wow, baby"
R - Religious affiliation: jewish kinda, not so much, none i guess
S - Siblings: Eugene(my genius bro)
T - Time you wake up: 7:10ish
U - Underwear of choice: ...?
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: none
W - Worst habit: talking in a baby voice
X - X-rays you've had: teeth for braces, and other dental stuff
Y - Yummy food you make: cake
Z - Zodiac Sign: sagittarus

sashyda @ 2004-05-08T22:27:00

2004-05-09T04:29:26Z

BOLD all of the things you HAVE done.
been drunk.
smoked pot.
kissed a member of the opposite sex.
kissed a member of the same sex.
kissed your best friend
crashed a friend's car.
been to japan.
RODE IN A TAXI!
had anal sex.
been in love.
had sex.
had sex in public.
been dumped.
shoplifted.
been fired.
been in a fist fight.
had a threesome.
snuck out of my parent's house.
been tied up. (sexually)
been caught masturbating.
pissed on myself.
had sex with a member of the same sex.
been arrested.
made out with a stranger.
did other sexual acts with a stanger
stole something from my job.
celebrated new years in time square.
went on a blind date.
lied to a friend.
had a crush on a teacher.
celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
BEEN TO EUROPE!
skipped school.
slept with a co-worker.
cut myself on purpose.
had sex at the office.
been married.
been divorced
had children

sashyda @ 2004-04-20T21:40:00

2004-04-21T02:54:18Z

This is a guy in california's opinion,Pavel K., I do not necessarily agree with it all but it good info anyhow.

In the early 1900s, the western states developed significant tensions regarding the influx of Mexican-Americans.Later in that decade, bad feelings developed between the small farmer and the large farms that used cheaper Mexican labor. Then, the depression came and increased tensions, as jobs and welfare resources became very scarce. Farmers had trouble finding labor and making money.One of the "differences" seized upon during this time was the fact that many Mexicans smoked marijuana and had brought the plant with them.

Now we travel a bit more forward in time The 1920's and 30's were known as the Jazz Age, as you might have learned. This time racism was part of the charge against marijuana, as newspapers in 1934 editorialized: "Marihuana influences Negroes to look at white people in the eye, step on white men's shadows and look at a white woman twice."
Basically, in their effort to discriminate against Blacks, they said that marijuana made them crazy, unable to be stopped, and also made them rape white women. Other fear-tactic rumors started to spread: one, that Mexicans, Blacks and other foreigners were snaring white children with marijuana.

During this time, the United States was also dealing with alcohol prohibition, which lasted from 1919 to 1933. The topic of alcohol was very visible to the public, and was widely debated. Basically, everyone knew about it, whereas drug laws were being passed pretty much without the public's knowledge.

National alcohol prohibition happened through the mechanism of an amendment to the constitution, the 18th amendment. Earlier (1914), the Harrison Act was passed, which provided federal tax penalties for opiates and cocaine. As you may know, cocaine and opiates were sold in stores during that time, and were not considered "scourges" and "horrible drugs" as they are now.

The federal approach is important. It was considered at the time that the federal government did not have the constitutional power to outlaw alcohol or drugs. Because of this, the prohibition of alcohol required a new constitutional amendment.

Since drugs could not be outlawed at the federal level, the decision was made to use federal taxes as a way around the restriction. In the Harrison Act, legal uses of opiates and cocaine were taxed (supposedly as a revenue need by the federal government, which is the only way it would hold up in the courts), and those who didn't follow the law found themselves in trouble with the treasury department for not paying taxes on the sale of these drugs.

n 1930, a new division in the Treasury Department was established -- the Federal Bureau of Narcotics -- and Harry J. Anslinger was named director. Anslinger saw that this new beaureau could be extremely profitable. Why? Because it can simultaneously define both the problem, and the solution, and also generate money in the process. He immediately realized that opiates and cocaine wouldn't be enough to help build his agency, so he attacked marijuana and started towards making it illegal on a federal level. Because racial tension and violence were very widespread during that time, Anslinger immediately drew upon the themes of racism and violence to draw national attention to the problem he wanted to create. He used the public's already existing dislike, nay, even hatred of blacks and Mexicans to further his cause."There are 100,000 total marijuana smokers in the US, and most are Negroes, Hispanics, Filipinos, and entertainers. Their Satanic music, jazz, and swing, result from marijuana use. This marijuana causes white women to seek sexual relations with Negroes, entertainers, and any others.""Reefer makes darkies think they're as good as white men."

There is more, more later.

Bib.
http://blogs.salon.com/0002762/stories/2003/12/22/whyIsMarijuanaIllegal.html
http://www.druglibrary.org/schaffer/History/whiteb1.htm
http://www.druglibrary.org/schaffer/Library/studies/cu/cumenu.htm
http://www.druglibrary.org/schaffer/LIBRARY/studies/nc/nc2.htmhttp://www.druglibrary.org/schaffer/hemp/taxact/taxact.htm
http://www.druglibrary.org/schaffer/hemp/taxact/taxact.htm

sashyda @ 2004-04-18T17:38:00

2004-04-18T22:39:14Z

From my cousin, he got experience.

fact 1 dont start smokin fact 2 its addictive as hell fact 3 its a waste of money fact 4 ull screww ur life wit it and fact 5 it gets u high but eventually it stops doing that for u

sashyda @ 2004-04-18T17:24:00

2004-04-18T22:38:04Z

Pot

MARIJUANA - A often used "street drug" that is derived from the marijuana plant (active ingredient tetra-hydro-cannabinol). Used to heighten perception, cause mood swings, and relax the mind and body. Signs of use include: red eyes, lethargy, and uncoordinated body movements. Long term effects include a decrease in motivation, but may also have harmful effects on the brain, heart, lung, and reproductive system.

There are many long-term effects of chronic marijuana use, such as memory problems, impaired driving, immunosupression, decreased testosterone, lower sperm counts, increased heart rate and problems with attention. Some feel it creates a "amotivational syndrome", that is, decreased interest in energy and achieving. But by far the most dangerous side effect of regular pot use is its effect on the lungs. It contains 5 to 15 times the amount of benzpyrene, a known carcinogen, than tobacco smoke. It is associated with increased rates of bronchitis, upper respiratory infections as well as cancer of the mouth. Regular smokers of pot also develop the same type of damage to the cells lining the airways and lungs that occurs with cigarette smoke. This damage can lead to obstructive pulmonary diseases. Finally, don't count on finding a "medicine" that will cover up your pot use. Not only doesn't it work very well but the labs are testing for these kinds of adulterants now. So you'd get bagged anyway. I hope that's enough education to steer you in the right direction. Good luck.

Marijuana is not known for increasing blood pressure but it definitely speeds up your heart rate. Perhaps the marijuana you're smoking is laced with a stimulant of some kind. Anyhow, if you have high blood pressure at 18 years of age, I wouldn't spend any time wondering about whether it's related to smoking pot

Marijuana is illegal. Using, holding, buying, or selling marijuana can get you suspended or expelled from school. This will hurt your chances of getting a job in the future.
Resist peer pressure. Marijuana may make you feel part of the crowd for a while -- but who needs friends who could self destruct at any moment?
Keep on the right track. Marijuana reduces your ability to do things that require coordination and concentration, like sports, dancing, acting, and studying.
Think twice about what you are advertising. Do you want to promote something that can cause cancer? make you forget things? or make it difficult to drive a car? Think about what you're doing if you wear T-shirts, hats, pins, or jewelry with a pot leaf/joint/blunt on them.
Do the right thing. Using marijuana hurts your education, family ties, and social life.
It's a risky business. Marijuana interferes with your thinking and judgment. Sexually transmitted diseases, including HIV/AIDS, violence and car crashes are all possibilities when you use marijuana.
Get with the program. Contrary to what you might hear in songs or see on TV or in the movies, smoking marijuana does not make you cool.
You can get hooked. Many users report that, over time, they require more of the drug to get the same effect.
Talk about your problems. Using marijuana won't help you escape your problems, it will only create more. Don't believe people who say that marijuana is no big deal, or that it will make your life better.
You don't need it. If you think "everybody's doing it" you're wrong -- over 86 percent of 12-17 year olds have never even tried marijuana. Marijuana won't make you happy or popular or help you learn the skills you need as you grow up. You can do that with the help of friends, family, and other adults you trust.

Effects on the Brain

Scientists have learned a great deal about how THC acts in the brain to produce its many effects. When someone smokes marijuana, THC rapidly passes from the lungs into the bloodstream, which carries the chemical to organs throughout the body, including the brain.

In the brain, THC connects to specific sites called cannabinoid receptors on nerve cells and influences the activity of those cells. Some brain areas have many cannabinoid receptors; others have few or none. Many cannabinoid receptors are found in the parts of the brain that influence pleasure, memory, thought, concentration, sensory and time perception, and coordinated movement(5).

The short-term effects of marijuana can include problems with memory and learning; distorted perception; difficulty in thinking and problem solving; loss of coordination; and increased heart rate. Research findings for long-term marijuana use indicate some changes in the brain similar to those seen after long-term use of other major drugs of abuse. For example, cannabinoid (THC or synthetic forms of THC) withdrawal in chronically exposed animals leads to an increase in the activation of the stress-response system(6) and changes in the activity of nerve cells containing dopamine(7). Dopamine neurons are involved in the regulation of motivation and reward, and are directly or indirectly affected by all drugs of abuse.

Effects on the Heart

One study has indicated that a user’s risk of heart attack more than quadruples in the first hour after smoking marijuana(8). The researchers suggest that such an effect might occur from marijuana’s effects on blood pressure and heart rate and reduced oxygen-carrying capacity of blood.

Effects on the Lungs

A study of 450 individuals found that people who smoke marijuana frequently but do not smoke tobacco have more health problems and miss more days of work than nonsmokers(9). Many of the extra sick days among the marijuana smokers in the study were for respiratory illnesses.

Even infrequent use can cause burning and stinging of the mouth and throat, often accompanied by a heavy cough. Someone who smokes marijuana regularly may have many of the same respiratory problems that tobacco smokers do, such as daily cough and phlegm production, more frequent acute chest illness, a heightened risk of lung infections, and a greater tendency to obstructed airways(10). Smoking marijuana increases the likelihood of developing cancer of the head or neck, and the more marijuana smoked the greater the increase(11). A study comparing 173 cancer patients and 176 healthy individuals produced strong evidence that marijuana smoking doubled or tripled the risk of these cancers.

Marijuana use also has the potential to promote cancer of the lungs and other parts of the respiratory tract because it contains irritants and carcinogens(12, 13). In fact, marijuana smoke contains 50 to 70 percent more carcinogenic hydrocarbons than does tobacco smoke(14). It also produces high levels of an enzyme that converts certain hydrocarbons into their carcinogenic form—levels that may accelerate the changes that ultimately produce malignant cells(15). Marijuana users usually inhale more deeply and hold their breath longer than tobacco smokers do, which increases the lungs’ exposure to carcinogenic smoke. These facts suggest that, puff for puff, smoking marijuana may increase the risk of cancer more than smoking tobacco.

Other Health Effects

Some of marijuana’s adverse health effects may occur because THC impairs the immune system’s ability to fight off infectious diseases and cancer. In laboratory experiments that exposed animal and human cells to THC or other marijuana ingredients, the normal disease-preventing reactions of many of the key types of immune cells were inhibited(16). In other studies, mice exposed to THC or related substances were more likely than unexposed mice to develop bacterial infections and tumors(17, 18).

Effects of Heavy Marijuana Use on Learning and Social Behavior

Depression(19), anxiety(20), and personality disturbances(21) have been associated with marijuana use. Research clearly demonstrates that marijuana has potential to cause problems in daily life or make a person’s existing problems worse. Because marijuana compromises the ability to learn and remember information, the more a person uses marijuana the more he or she is likely to fall behind in accumulating intellectual, job, or social skills. Moreover, research has shown that marijuana’s adverse impact on memory and learning can last for days or weeks after the acute effects of the drug wear off(22, 23).

Students who smoke marijuana get lower grades and are less likely to graduate from high school, compared with their non-smoking peers(24, 25, 26, 27). A study of 129 college students found that, for heavy users of marijuana (those who smoked the drug at least 27 of the preceding 30 days), critical skills related to attention, memory, and learning were significantly impaired even after they had not used the drug for at least 24 hours(28). The heavy marijuana users in the study had more trouble sustaining and shifting their attention and in registering, organizing, and using information than did the study participants who had used marijuana no more than 3 of the previous 30 days. As a result, someone who smokes marijuana every day may be functioning at a reduced intellectual level all of the time.

More recently, the same researchers showed that the ability of a group of long-term heavy marijuana users to recall words from a list remained impaired for a week after quitting, but returned to normal within 4 weeks(29). Thus, it is possible that some cognitive abilities may be restored in individuals who quit smoking marijuana, even after long-term heavy use.

Workers who smoke marijuana are more likely than their coworkers to have problems on the job. Several studies associate workers’ marijuana smoking with increased absences, tardiness, accidents, workers’ compensation claims, and job turnover. A study of municipal workers found that those who used marijuana on or off the job reported more “withdrawal behaviors”—such as leaving work without permission, daydreaming, spending work time on personal matters, and shirking tasks—that adversely affect productivity and morale(30). In another study, marijuana users reported that use of the drug impaired several important measures of life achievement including cognitive abilities, career status, social life, and physical and mental health(31).

Long-term marijuana use can lead to addiction for some people; that is, they use the drug compulsively even though it interferes with family, school, work, and recreational activities. Drug craving and withdrawal symptoms can make it hard for long-term marijuana smokers to stop using the drug. People trying to quit report irritability, sleeplessness, and anxiety(38). They also display increased aggression on psychological tests, peaking approximately one week after the last use of the drug(39).

sashyda @ 2004-04-17T22:18:00

2004-04-18T03:28:21Z

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
19.2.1.3 Resistance to salt spray.....................................666

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch? Chemistry magazine

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
um...strong medicine(Wednesday)

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 10:03

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 10:20

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? car door slam

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing? on the way to my house, from amanda's car

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at? what my parents were wantching

9: What are you wearing? a black top, short shorts

10: Did you dream last night? What about? no dreams last night

11: When did you last laugh? when Matt said double ew or something like that

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in? book shelves

13: Seen anything weird lately? 21 yr old guy hitting on me

14: What do you think of this quiz? its alright

15: What is the last film you saw? pirates of the caribian, is that correct??

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a house and donate the rest

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: i have a stomach ache from the pecan pie i ate at lunch

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? help all the starving children and help w/ womens rights in countries where women are looked apon as secondary to men.

19: Do you like to dance? i do indeed

20: George Bush: i think he is just not a really smart man, he is selfcentered and thinks about hisself b4 the country he is supposed to be running

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Penelope, nickname Penny

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Husband can diside

22: Would you ever consider living abroad? i could love to

sashyda @ 2004-04-17T08:34:00

2004-04-17T14:37:41Z

Hey! Totally confused. I thought I liked Jon but now I'm kinda second guessing myself and I don't really know if he likes me and if he does then I don't want to hurt him. Grrrrr, hmmmmm. I guess he just didn't really seemed interested in me, I mean in who I am as a person so then its like, whats left?!?!?!?!?!

Today I'm playing a duet at Jefferson, it will be fun I bet and then Amanda and I are going over to Jay's house to hang out. It will be great! Dance in a few hours.

I need to take a shower cuz I didn't last night cuz I got home around 12:00 from the party, reference Ani's journal.

Love ya,

Sasha

sashyda @ 2004-04-13T22:23:00

2004-04-14T03:32:13Z

Hey! Was up? Kinda liken Farkas. Idk what it is about him, he just seems happy and i kinda feel safe around him. Whatever the means??!?!?!?!?!?!. Leesy and Mitch!?!?!?!? WAAHOOO!!!! THat is so great. Cello compitions coming up, it will be fun. I have to play cello for the class on Thursday(fear). What are we doing friday, any ideas? I definately do not know. There are just so many opitions. Anyway...majorly confuzzeled about well everything.

Ttyl,
S to the asha (Sry Sam, it was just to tempting)

sashyda @ 2004-04-09T18:09:00

2004-04-09T23:14:44Z

Hey! Sry I haven't updated in a long time. Haven't had too much to say. Calling Clara right now and she is not picking up the phone. GRRRRRR! Anyway...trying to figure out what i'm doing tonight, either going to daniels or not i guess are my options. Clara is supposed to call when he gets done w/ soccer but she hasn't. That makes me angry.

My cousin is graduating this year and he has invited me on his gradution trip but idk if i should go cuz how much trust can you put into a 17 yr old.

Well school is good, i didn't have a single test this week which was spankin awesome.

Sasha

sashyda @ 2004-04-09T17:46:00

2004-04-09T23:07:03Z

Your initials spell out]: AYL
[Have you ever owned a pet goldfish?]: no
[Do you eat Goldfish?]: no
[Celebrity crush]: sry, none
[Pirates are]:sexy
[Don't be fooled by]: change, i just can't break bills
[I'm too sexy for my]: shirt
[Courtney Love is]: stupid
[I'd like another]: chance to live somewhere else
[I don't understand]: anything
[Dude. Sweet. Dude. Sweet.]:AWESOME!
[Girls are]: self centered, fun, hyper, nice, kind, energitic
[Boys are]: hott, smart, sometimes jerks, mostly sweet, kind, funny
[Only the _______ survive]: cellos
[Can I get a booyah?]: booyah

---are you---
[Suicidal?]: nope
[Open-minded?]: try to be
[Arrogant?]: don't think so
[Patient?]: ya, usually
[Hyper?]: alot of the time
[Nice?]: yeah, usually
[Happy?]: definately
[Depressed?]: nope

---with the opposite sex---
[Favorite eye color on the opposite sex?]: brown
[Hair color?]: brown
[Curly or straight?]: straight
[Tall or short?]: tall
[Pale tan or in the middle?]: middle to tan doesn't matter
[Shave your head for $1000?]:YA
[Cheat on your bf/gf?]: never
[Eat a bug?]: no thanx
[Be on fear factor?]: ya
[Kill yourself?]: no
[Cut yourself if you were depressed?]: no
[Turn goth?]: no, i look scary in black
[Dress up as the opposite sex and go out in public as a dare?]: why not

*Hobbies and stuff*
[What grade are you in?]: 9th
[What kind of grades do you make?]: all a's
[Do you like school?]: yeah
[Are you involved in any sports?]: yes, yoga, swim alot, dance(modern)
[Whats your favorite subject?]: math and spanish and biology
[Whats your least?]: english

*Friends*
[Do you have alot of friends?]: yes
[What type of people do you hang out with?]: good people

*Personality
[Do you make friends easily?]: yes
[Are you outgoing or shy?]: outgoing
[Do people find you funny?]: i think so
[Do you have a positive out look on life?]: yes, i always think things could improve but i'm good where i'm at
[Do you like to listen to what people say?]: always

\*Opposite Sex*
[What do you look for in a relationship?]: someone who will respect me and love me
[Looks or Personality?]: personality
[Does it matter that he/she is a different race?]: no

*Goals in life*
[What do you plan on doing for employment later in life?]:Doctor Letuchy
[Do you want to get married?]: ya!
[Have kids?]: ya!
[If so, how many kids?]: maybe have 2 adopt 1
[What do you want to name your kids?]: i don't think it is that important
[If you dont want kids why not?]:i do
[Do you plan on going to college?]: ya! can't wait!

*Random*
[Do you like cheetos?]: not really
[DO you do drugs?]: ya, every day, j/k, never
[Drink liquor?]: no, it is bad for you

sashyda @ 2004-04-01T17:35:00

2004-04-01T23:41:04Z

Hey! I do hate April Fools day. I'm so freakin gullible and everybody fools me. Its a nice day out though so it's nice to know that it is April. And then May and June and no school. Waahoo! It will be great. Today I have so much homewk so I should get back to it but lazyness is taking over me.

C;ya,

Sasha

Mitch is so freakin hott!

SAT TEST

2004-03-27T01:31:11Z

Hey Everybody! I'm kinda bumbed tonight cuz i was supposed to do somthing Ashley and Clara and ashley had to go to dinner w/ her family and clara went up to get her freinds ashley mee from Cedar Rapids. I am stuck here doing nothin. I don't really want to do anything tonight. I think I will do some homewk.

I'm taking the SAT's tomorrow just to get a feel for what they are like, It will be an intersting oppertunity.

Sasha

5 K Race

2004-03-26T04:23:54Z

Hey Guys! I just went to the gym and I am so so tired but my mom is in the shower and there is shortage of warm water if I shower at the same time(diffrent bathroom)and the washing machine is going. My gym was great, I lifted, maybe too much, back hurts and ran/walked 5 K which is about 3 miles. Big test tomorrow in Bio, really confusing stuff, I'm worried. Did well on the Business test, poopy on my A.S. test. We had a debate today, it was fabulous, i was a hippy and said we belived in Natural Selection and everybody laughed. Good times.

Shower time,

Sasha

sashyda @ 2004-03-21T22:25:00

2004-03-22T04:27:26Z

Hey!

I am really tired. I slept sucky last night and it was freezing cold. Y is it so cold. We all should be wearing shorts right now but no. Gosh darn it.

I have P.E. tomorrow and I don't wanna go.

I am excited to wear my new shirt.

Now I have a new frined in General Business, haha.

C;ya,
Sasha

sashyda @ 2004-03-20T18:51:00

2004-03-21T01:00:35Z

Kiss: rnobody
Hug: mark, for his b-day
Alcoholic drink consumed: none
Crush: hmmm...
Person texted: don't have that
Person that texted you: don't have that
Person called: ashley
Person that called you: shaun
Haircut and where: december, regis
Massage and where: none
Piercing: none
Tattoo: never
Mall visited: coral ridge
Friend visited: kate's for mark's party
Meal eaten and where: green beads and some bread, my kitchen
Person spoken to in person: my dad
TV show watched: strong medicine, last last friday
Movie watched at cinemas: 50 first dates
Material item bought and where: shirt at WetSeal
School attended: west
Place lived in other than US: russia
Thing written: this lj update
Song listened to: less than jake, i think on Teds ipod?
Emotion felt: excited
Person you were mad at: nobody
Person that made you smile or laugh: shaun
Book read: just finished bel canto and princess, both good
Email from: Ted~ yay
Time you brushed your teeth: this morning
Time you felt good about yourself: when i got done with part of a song i'm playing on piano
Suicidal thought: i don't have suicidal thoughts
Played pool: thanxgiving break w/ my cousin
Vomit: not sure
Hit someone: mark w/ the hammer thing
Drug: never
CD bought: don't buy cds
Time in love: never been in love
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night: carrots, i love carrots
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done: boob reduction
What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment: don't know
Do you have too many love interests: definately
Do you know anyone famous: no
Describe your bed: warm and great to read a book in
Spontaneous or plan: spontaneous
Who should play you in a movie about your life: never thought about it, i guess myself
Do you know how to play poker: no, but Mikel is gonna teach me
What do you carry with you at all times: nothin really, my purse, alot
How do you drive: ya, but sucky
What do you miss most about being little: my imagination
Are you happy with your given name: yeah, not alexandra but sasha is great
What color is your bedroom: White
Have you ever been in a play: ya, i was in one at the public library when I was 8
Who is your best friend: so many
Have you ever been in love: no :(
Do you talk a lot: ya
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself: ya i do
Have you ever done any illegal drugs: no and never will
Do you think you're sexy: omg, duh totally, j/k
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you: never
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person: most of the time(sry leesy)

sashyda @ 2004-03-20T10:30:00

2004-03-20T16:37:53Z

Hey! Start leaving me comments! Well anyway...yesterday was Marks surprise b-day party and it was so faboulous because he had no idea and we totally caught him of guard. Clara and I hung out mostly w/ Ted, Mark, Kate, and Claire at the end and that was the bestist.

Tonight is Amy's party. Waahoo. Clara and Shaun both got new swim suits but I didn't. Oh well. It will be exciting. I just know it but midnight is really late and I'm gonna be really tired tomorrow.

I slept really bad last night, i couldn't get to bed and then when I did, i woke up 2 hrs later and had to try to get to bed again. It sucked and I woke up early this morn around 9 which is REALLY early for me.

On Thursday, I went over to Mars w/ Amanda and then we went shopping in the evening, it was mighty fun. Waahoo!

Yesterday I had a doctors appointment and they took blood out of my finger and they had to squze it and it hurt alot. They are checking my iron level and if it is low they r gonna call me next week.

Thats all folks,
Sasha

sashyda @ 2004-03-15T18:47:00

2004-03-16T00:47:45Z

Hey Everybody. I am in St. Louis and I can't get on again after today. I am at a public library so I could use the internet.

Yesterday we got here and we went to an art museum and we interpreted the paintings. We went on a walk around this cute little pond w/ fountains. Today we went to a scupture garden which was awesome, and we took tons of funny pics. We also went to a science museum and did lots of hand on activities. Tomorrow we are going to the zoo and i-max theaters. Thats all so far.

We are coming back Wednesday, yippy. Miss you all,

Sasha

sashyda @ 2004-03-13T23:12:00

2004-03-14T05:12:27Z

Mar has a new journal too. Marielle 19, add her guys.

Sasha

sashyda @ 2004-03-13T21:46:00

2004-03-14T03:55:06Z

Hey Everybody!

Clara- U can't update, that sux but. U can email me right? Well if u can, do. I sent u an email today. What do u mean, Mar and I don't learn our lessons. U r one confusing girl. I hope ur having fun. When is Jenny getting there?

Everybody- I'm not getting any comments lately.

Well...tomorrow I am leaving for Saint Louis. It will be awful fun. Email me because I will be checking my email daily to comunicate w/ u guys. sasha_letuchy@hotmail.com.

Mark- I wish you the happiest b-day of all time. I hope that you learn as much from me as I have learned from you in the past year. You have taught me so much about myself that I think few people could have achieved in a lifetime of knowing me. I hope that all your wishing come true and that everything always turns out for the best for you. Know that you are loved by so many.

Shaun- Ur cars r crazyness.

Leesy- Answer my email, How is everything going? Isn't Dustins haircut/ shaving his face cute?

Love ya,

Sasha

fill this out

2004-03-12T23:22:55Z

I AM: funny
I WANT: a hug
I HAVE: a headache
I WISH: i was not here right now
I HATE: people who are mean
I FEAR: change and death
I HEAR: others pain
I SEARCH: for answers
I WONDER: where i'll end up
I REGRET: trying to steal nathan in the 5th grade
I LOVE: myself and my good friends and family
I ALWAYS: want what i can't have
I AM NOT: perfect
I DANCE: in my room
I SING: herendesly
I CRY: when people hurt me
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I NEVER WRITE: notes
I WIN: most arguments
I LOSE: few arguments
I CONFUSE: alot of people
I NEED: love
I SHOULD: give you a big nice hug

What is the world coming to?

2004-03-12T23:01:04Z

Hey everybody! I don't really have much to say. Over spring break I am going to Saint Louis for 4 days w/ Marielle. Sry guys. Well that will be fun. I so enjoy where my locker is located. Mark and Ted r the bomb and they seemed to be there when ever i want them to be. Its like magic. I love it, and Brian, Kate, Anna, Allen, Nate and such people are also around alot and they r so wonderful so its rocks my world. Today was good I guess, had a english quiz, thought it was soso and my frases for spanish were wonderful, i think i got them all. Waahoo. Clara- I hope ur having fun, hows the family. Haha.

TTyl,
Sasha

sashyda @ 2004-03-07T18:34:00

2004-03-08T00:44:29Z

Hey! How are you doing? I am well...sucky. Clara and Leesy made me feel sad. So well I am sad. I don't think I was being mean, they just seemed to me ganging up on me. Oh well...life is life huh? I guess that is gossip, right? Saying that? Its not like actually anyone knows what I'm talking about but Clara and Leesy so its not really gossiping. Nvm everybody else. Haha.

Well yesterday I went to bed late cuz I was talking to all the lovely people out there on the computer. It is a sad life. I always wonder what it would be like if it were all of us back 50 yrs. How our friendships would all be diffrent. It would be peculiar(that is my word today, used it in a comment to mark.)

Anyway...school tomorrow. Yippy! I am actually exciting, except for my spanish quiz I haven't started getting ready for yet. Spanish seems to be getting surprisingly hard, fun too I suppose since I can actually say stuff, but i'm not good w/ small talk in spanish. I think I have mastered it in english and russia. I was thinking about colleges today, it was exciting. I want to do college abroad or whatever they call it if I learn spanish well enough. It seems like a good experiance.

Oh girlies...yoga tomorrrow? Also girlies...my mom wants me to go to younkers sometime this week so if anyone wants to go with me, that would be splended. I need to give them the sheet for 1440 so they can donate something to the silent accusion. I have been going to the old capital lately. On Tuesday w/ Clara and on WEd. w/ Clara and Amanda. Crazy world it is. I am so happy I found my eye liner. I'm glad u made me buy it Clara, it is quite wonderful. I talked to Willow today(camp counsler) and she said hi to Shaun and Clara and Bailey and Bailey, so passing that on.

Would u like me to complain...well my neck hurts today. It always does after I play cello. And then I crack it which is gross I know, but it feels so much better. Also my mom made me lunch, mashed potatoes, and mushrooms and the mushrooms had so much pepper I choked. This is getting super long so I will stop. C;ya later.

Sasha

sashyda @ 2004-03-06T21:27:00

2004-03-07T03:42:01Z

Hey! Today was exciting. The carnival was funny because Amanda left so Clara and I were in a school we didn't know by ourselves. There were some kewl people though so it was fun. We rode home in the dark and somebody almost ran into Clara. It was SOOOOOO scary. I freaked out.

I have been really dizzy lately, since I am a vegetarian, it may be anemic so I'm gonna get a blood test soon. I hope that if I am, the iron I will take will make it go away. I've also been tired and when I walk I get really bad side cramps. Thats all my complaining.

Similarily to Matt, I have been making rules for myself to be a better person.

Don't talk behind peoples back

Keep secrets

Don't say bad words(that won't be hard)

Eat healthy

Work out

Greet people

Be nice in all situations

Don't blow up

Don't lie cuz ur cheating urself.

I'll think of more later.

Ttyl,
Sasha